The gaping hole in my chest.

Jen, it’s been awhile. I’m sorry for the late updates, been pretty busy lately. I don’t know what’s happening, but the gaping hole in my chest begin to ache. The emptiness weigh down mommy’s chest. I felt terrible all afternoon. I want to cry but I’m not sad enough to cry. It’s so frustrating, it hurts. I tried to refill it with cat videos, reading webcomics, sleeping, but it’s not working. I need help, jen.

Save me.